Channelled Via Barbara Marciniak
(Excerpted from Bringers of the Dawn, 1992)
When the
library of yourselves was torn from the shelves and scattered, and the DNA was
split so that there were only two strands left with very little data and very
little memory, sexuality was left intact in the physical body. It was left as a
form of reproduction, of course-as a form for the species to stay in touch with
its own essence and bring itself into life. Very deep inside the mechanism of
sexuality is a frequency that can be attained that has been sought after and
misunderstood by many people. It is called orgasm.
The orgasm
has been distorted from its original purpose. Your body has forgotten the
cosmic orgasm of which it is capable because society has taught you for
thousands and thousands of years that sexuality is bad. You have been taught
this in order for you to be controlled and to keep you from seeking the freedom
available through sexuality. Sexuality connects you with a frequency of
ecstasy, which connects you back to your divine source and to information.
Sexuality
has been given a bad name upon this planet, and that bad name is stored in your
cellular memory. This is not just from this lifetime; it is from thousands of
years of misappropriation and misuse. It is necessary for you to clear the
negativity surrounding sexuality from this lifetime, as well as to experience
and examine how you utilize sexual energy and sexual expression in your
multidimensional selves.
The sexual
parts of the body are avenues to pleasure that create frequencies that heal and
stimulate the body and potentially lead it to its higher spiritual self.
Sexuality is so misunderstood on this planet that, when it is exchanged between
two persons, very seldom is there an intent to connect spirituality with it.
Sexuality invokes a spirituality that is free and that looks at itself as a creator.
However, very seldom is sexuality used as a bridge to take you to higher levels
of consciousness.
We have
spoken with a number of individuals who have been utilizing light. Since
finding the proper partner in a monogamous situation, they have been able to
achieve very high states of being. Monogamy tends to work for most of you very
well because of where you are vibrationally. When you have many partners, you
tend to be less than honest and to hide who you are: you share a little here,
there, and everywhere in scattering your seed. It is best to be with one
person, but this does not mean the same person forever. Be loyal, be open, and
be sharing with the person you are working with, and go as far as you can with
them. If it happens to be your whole life, wonderful. If it doesn't, then when
you come to a place where you are no longer communicating and serving one
another, and you feel the relationship is not going to be able to make a leap,
terminate the relationship and find another person who works with your
vibration.
When you
work one-on-one intimately, you develop trust. Most of you have difficulty
trusting yourselves because you don't have a role model for trust. You can
learn about trust in a relationship because a relationship acts as a mirror for
you, showing you what you cannot see from your own viewpoint. It shows you
yourself outside of yourself when you have open communication within sexuality
and deep intimacy, and when you are not using sexuality as a distraction for
getting close. Many of you have used sexuality as a distraction and a way to
avoid intimacy rather than to develop it. You begin to get energetic and to
look into one an other's eyes and to feel all hot and excited. Then, instead of
exploring each other intimately and spiritually, you shut down your feeling
centers, put on your armor, and have shallow, genital sex because it is too
frightening and too intense to go the deeper route of full body and full
spiritual connection. Sometimes hot sex feels great and is wonderful. We are simply
saying that there is more. There is much more, and no one is keeping it from
you except yourselves and the beliefs and fear you have of letting down your
boundaries and walls.
Many of
the fears you have are based on what you have created for yourselves and what
you have done to others in your sexual life. Your sexual history affects every
other portion of your soul, so all of your soul's issues are broadcast loud and
clear throughout your body. You don't want to look at this sometimes because it
is too painful, and you judge it because you think it is bad. Stop judging, and
get neutral about what you have done-no matter what you discover, no matter how
heinous it seems, no matter how difficult it seems, and no matter how much
violation it involves. Understand that your purpose has been to gather data and
to understand your selves.
Sexuality
is a frequency. It represents what was not taken away from you even though your
history, your memories, and your identity were removed and scattered. The way
you were left intact with the ability to discover who you were was through the
sexual experience. Of course, you were never taught this. We are going to do
some church bashing here. So sorry for anyone who is a member of the churches.
The churches came about as organizations-businesses to control religion and
spiritual development and to create jobs, to create a hierarchy, and to create
a club. Very few churches came about with the idea of bringing information to
people. You don't usually think of religion as something that keeps you
informed, do you? Any religion that brings information is a religion operating
on the vibration of truth.
Spiritual
realms are places of existence that the human body is locked away from. Because
sexuality was an opportunity for human beings to regain their memory, or to
connect with their spiritual selves and spiritual creator, or to find an avenue
to the spiritual realm that you are sealed off from, the churches came about
and promoted sexuality for procreation. They taught you that the only reason
you had sexuality was to produce little humans.
Sexuality
was promoted as something very bad. Women were told that sexuality was
something they had to undergo to serve men and that they had no control over
the birthing process. Women believed this; hence, to this day, you believe in
general that you have no control over that portion of your body. You must
realize that only you decide whether you are going to birth a child or not.
This is not such a complicated thing as you have been told. Decision and
intention are what bring the experience to your being. You can control whether
you have a baby or not. If woman had had this ability for the last several
thousand years, and if she had been able to explore her sexual self without
fear of having a child, perhaps men and women would have discovered that they
were much freer than they had been told they were.
The
discovery of the highest frequency of sexuality arises from the love
experience. It has nothing to do with relationships being either homosexual or
heterosexual. It has to do with two human beings bringing pleasure to one
another in a way that opens frequencies of consciousness. You have bought many
ideas about what is proper and what is improper within sexual expression.
Love is
the essence that is to be created in all relationships. If you love and honor
someone, it doesn't matter what your composition of density is. What matters is
the love vibration and how you explore this love, which ideally is gifted and
coupled with the integration of the male and the female counterparts that make
the twin flame.
Ideally,
sexuality is explored through feelings. The third and fourth chakras connect
you to the emotional and compassionate selves, which connect you to the
spiritual self. The spiritual self is the part of yourself that is
multidimensional through which you exist in many forms simultaneously. It is
your assignment and agreement and task to be aware of all these realities in
the identity that you are. When you are aware, you can time into the different
frequencies, remember who you are, and change the vibratory rate of this
universe.
We love to
talk about sexuality because it is so mysterious upon this planet. Certain
mystery schools have held some of the knowledge about the potential uses of
sexuality in secrecy. You are electromagnetic creatures, and when you come
together physically with another human creature, you bond your electromagnetic
frequencies together. When your frequencies are attuned and joined by a love
frequency, incredible things can occur.
Thousands
of years ago, when society had more of a matriarchal view in certain areas of
the planet, Goddess energy was coming through and working with certain
individuals. The female understood her power, her intuition, her feeling center,
her connection, and her desire to create life. She also understood that she never
had to conceive a child if it was not her intention to do so.
In order
for the patriarchal society to come full circle and prepare Earth for this
shift in consciousness, female energy needed to take a back seat. So female
power, energy, and understanding of sexuality were suppressed. In modern times
the past two thousand years-it came to be upon the planet that women believed
they had no control over when they could have children, that sexuality was
deemed bad and disgusting, and that sex was taught to be performed only within
the rights of marriages and so on. All of this was a marketing program.
Some of
the present-day marketing programs to create an even greater fear of sexuality
and its expression are the new diseases: AIDS, herpes, and all the other
things. You read about these things in your newspapers and become frightened of
your own expression, frightened of your own intuition, and frightened of your
own joy. Do you understand?
Before DNA
was rearranged, the way many people reached the higher realms and were able to
climb the ladders of themselves and reach into off-planet frequencies was by
electromagnetically bonding through love. They created a rocket ship-like
experience to propel them out into other systems of reality. This has been one
of the best-kept secrets upon the planet.
Many we
have spoken to have had absolutely profound experiences with their sexuality.
We would like to point out again that we are not making distinctions or
judgments about who you happen to bond with in a relationship, and we suggest
that you give up that judgment as well. It is old programming. It does not
matter whether you bond with a member of the opposite sex or a member of your own
sex. We are talking about two humans coming together by physically joining
themselves in whatever ways are appropriate for them to join and create love,
because they are sharing love. When integrity and love are missing from a
joining of human bodies, that is when human beings do not think well of their
experience. This can create all kinds of damaging results within the physical
body.
You were
left with the frequency of the orgasmic experience in sexuality so that you
could remember your higher identity. When this energy or history of yourself is
revealed and you discover who you are, you will unite many bodies of your
personal multidimensional identity in your physical form. To receive the full
impact of the gridwork of your identity, let the twelve helices fit in your
body and allow the light-encoded filaments to rearrange themselves. This
process has to do with the mental body, which is of course connected to the
physical body. The emotional body, which is connected to the spiritual body, is
the body that everybody wants to skip. You say, "I want to evolve. I want
a rapid acceleration, but I do not want to go through the feeling center to do
it."
You are
connected to your multidimensional selves through your feelings, and it is in
your feelings that you primarily get stuck. Accept that your "stuff"
comes up for a reason. Many of you would like to bury your "stuff"
and throw it out in the trash as if it is something ugly and not who you are.
This "stuff" is the shadow portion of your identity that you don't
like to deal with or accept.
We
understand that sometimes, when something comes up, you label it and say,
"I hate this part of myself. I want to just finish it and sweep it under
the rug and forget it. I'm finished with this stuff." Guess what. Your
"stuff"-your issues-are the treasures of your life. They are how you
learn.
You have
agreed to mutate, to pull light into your body, and to birth the Family of
Light on this planet. Since light is information, you must deal with all of the
things you have hidden from yourself. Sexuality is the primary issue because it
is the secret self-the self you hide from. Society has said to you, "This
is good. This is bad. You are to do this. You are not to do this." Who
gave you these laws? Who gave you any of your laws to begin with?
You have
been stuck because you can't read the symbols of the language you are speaking
to yourselves. So you dwell upon it. Many of you love your stories because they
get you attention. If you didn't have a story, who would talk to you? Observe
your body and see what it is teaching the self. Ideally, you will heal the sore
and create a place of greater comfort and joy as you learn to dwell more
completely in your physical body and have a new identity of your sexuality.
Sexuality
is a key. It is a doorway to the higher realms of consciousness. As you
redefine yourselves, and the light-encoded filaments give you a new definition
of yourselves, you are going to change who you are sexually as well. Sexuality
must come up for all of you, and, we will say from experience, it is the area
that you are most frightened of at this time. We guarantee there will be more
frightening areas later.
If you are
stuck on the idea of love and cannot comprehend what is going on with it, your
difficulty is that you are looking for love outside yourself. You are looking
for somebody else to put meaning in your life and validate you. If you do not
have that person, you become angry or feel you are worthless. This is a pattern
you grew up with, which your parents and your society showed you. We have said
over and over again that the most important thing you can do is love yourself
and honor Earth.
But you keep forgetting this and looking for the next
relationship to make you whole or complete. You feel that without a
relationship you are perhaps less than an acceptable citizen. Then you feel
lonely. You must learn how to be alone. Loneliness is simply a state of mind.
You are never, never alone. You have multitudes of entities around you. If you
would stop feeling sorry for yourselves, you would find that there is so much
data constantly being blasted at you that you may want to be alone so you can
have a good time receiving the contact.
When you
love yourself and stop getting convoluted about the need to have someone else
love you, you are able to accept what someone offers. It is imperative that you
value yourself so that you do not settle for a love disguised. If you decide to
go for a partner or to vibrate with someone, and you do not receive what you
want, do not whine or nag or pout about the person to make them change
according to your needs. If you set a value for yourself and do not create it,
then simply change your reality and continue onward alone until you meet
someone who reflects your value. All the while, vibrate in the love of the
self, honor the self, and understand that the journey here is about
self-discovery in relationship to others. It is not just about husbands or
wives. The journey here is about honoring your physical body and the uniqueness
of the self as you touch the lives of many. Always allow yourself to work with
the self and let the self evolve.
You are
all afraid of being intimate with yourselves-of being alone with the self. Once
you develop an intimacy, a silence, a self-love, and a containment of your
energy, then you will want to make that aspect of intimacy your standard for
intimacy with someone else.
Sexuality
can be very confusing at this time because you are raising and studying your
frequencies. When you join bodies, even when you hug one another, you exchange
frequency. When you have a sexual experience, there is a hormonal release
inside the body. The hormones awaken certain energies inside the cells, and
there is a transference of one person's essence onto the other person. That is
why when have had sexual experiences with someone sometimes cannot
get their energy off. Even though you don't want to be with the person,
the sexual experience stays with you because you have had an electromagnetic
exchange.
You are
going through this frequency modulation and learning how to raise your
frequency to a place of consistent information, self-love, and self-intimacy.
Therefore, it can seem very confusing and sometimes frightening to take this
vulnerable thing you are learning about yourself and layer up and merge with
another. The more you become aware, the more you take charge of how you use
your body, where you plug it in, where you sit it down, and certainly who you
mix with it sexually.
If
expressing yourself sexually now encouraged your greatest growth, you would
automatically create that experience for yourself because you would be ready
for it. Understand that, during the process of evolving the self, very often a
period of dormancy in sexual activity occurs. Within the sexual frequency, you
exchange with one another. So if you are bonding yourself and chemically
exchanging with a person who is not of your likeness, you are taking on their
garbage because you are exchanging energy quite intimately.
Sometimes
you will be led away from that kind of exchange. You may think, "Oh, my
goodness, what is happening? Am I turning old? Am I drying up? What is going
on?" That is not the case. You can learn to use the energy that would
stimulate you sexually without giving it over to another person. Instead of
getting chaotic and crazy, you may explore that energy by practicing the art of
masturbation, knowing that it is perfectly legitimate and fine to do it. Or,
you may want to simply observe that you feel a sexual arousal and decide what
you are going to do with it. You may say, "Well, I'm not going to act on
this now. Let's see where this energy goes." Take the energy, let it rise
through your body, and use it in other areas.
You will
get to a point when you must adore, sustain, and love yourself as if you are
holding yourself like a newborn babe in your own arms, knowing you will do the
best for yourself. Many of you distract yourselves. Find the place of serenity
and silence in which you can find answers. You cannot find answers by dialing
the telephone all day long and asking everyone else for them. If you attempt
to, you are demonstrating that you are looking outside of yourself. When you
learn how to turn within to find answers, the self will speak. Usually you
cannot hear because you are locked in behavioral patterns that you know you
have to change but that you don't want to change because you don't know who you
will be.
In all
honesty, you are afraid of yourselves. This is a very common thing. You are
afraid you will not be complete, and you very much want to be complete. So you
say, "I am complete. I am sovereign. I need someone else. I am attracted
to someone. Oh, no, I cannot look. I am too frightened of that. I don't need
anyone. I do need someone." You go back and forth. Learn to still your
mind. Learn to become completely in charge of your energy. What does that mean?
It means that wherever you are, you observe yourself-how your body is
positioned, how you are using your hands, whether you are repeating yourself over
and over again, whether you are speaking or silent. Learn to watch yourself
with no judgment. Learn to watch and self-correct by determining how you would
like to be versus how you are. Learn to quiet your mind.
Frequency
is carried from you to another person particularly if there is a love bonding.
A love bonding does not mean that you are going to cleave to one another
forever. It simply means that you are in a relationship for however long you
deem that relationship appropriate in that you honor one another and exchange
energies and let the energies flow as if through open circuitry. When you do
not love another and you are not bonded, there is no exchange; the circuitry
does not open. It does not mean that you cannot have good sex; it simply means that
the circuitry is not open.
As this
electrical current is raised higher and higher, there are greater heights of
orgasmic experience that the human body can receive because the nervous system
is able to handle the higher ecstatic frequencies. The nervous system will
determine how you express yourself and how you feel. If you have a poorly
evolved nervous system, your sexual experience will be very limited because the
nervous system conducts the electrical current. The orgasmic experience brings
about a healing and realignment of the physical body.
Eventually,
you will not be able to get close to or be with someone who is not operating at
the same voltage you are. You simply will not fit. It would be like putting a
size nine foot into a size two shoe. It won't work or be comfortable. You won't
fit because you won't be able to merge vibrationally.
You will
eventually understand the importance of vibrational nourishment as you begin to
link sexually. Linking sexually is only one way of merging with people who are
moving at the same or a compatible voltage rate. Your reality is very
interesting to us because you have so many clues in your waking world. When you
go to a foreign country, your electrical appliances do not plug in. They don't
fit, so you need an adapter. It would be stressful if you had to continuously
adapt to a vibration when you were involved intimately in a sexual
relationship. It would be too much effort. You would spend all your energy
creating the adaptive mechanisms. Then you would be in denial and not give
yourself permission to go further because you would lower the ceiling.
The
sixties marked the opening of sexual exploration. In an instant, the paradigm
shifted. Much of the energy that was on the planet at that time, coupled with
the experimental ingestion of different mind-altering substances, immediately
made a new paradigm and split you from previous generations. The boundaries
were instantly changed. You were split from a generation that believed in war
and did not feel-a generation whose sexual expression was done in the dark,
perhaps with many clothes on. You broke the paradigm wide open in many ways,
and you set new trends and created new ways of being. It was wonderful.
"Oh, goodness, free sex and love and bodies showing!" you said.
Now it is
time for a whole new revolution through which you will become vibrationally
hooked to a person. There will be no more distractions of sexuality and no more
pretending that you are without hang-ups-that you are sexually liberated
because you can be in this position and that position and say this and do that.
That is simply body aerobics in the area of sexuality. We want you to get into
the aerobics and contortions of the soul-the vibration. The depth of two people
coming together and linking in this capacity is what you all crave. If you are
frightened of it, it is because you don't have a framework or role model for
it. You must design one. You must trust that somehow the energy in the design
of the cosmic blueprint will instantly bring about a new movement based on the
desire for this next step of understanding yourselves.
You will
remember with great clarity your expressions of sexuality in your different
manipulations through reality-when you have been both men and women and
explored sexuality in every aspect. It takes courage to do this. If there is
one area in which you really judge yourselves, and in which the planet does
great judging, it is sex. You have had some definite ideas about what is
sexually proper and improper. So, many of you may be shocked to remember what
you have done with your sexuality.
Understand
that, on this planet, sexuality has always been the body's link to its higher
frequency. Even though much of the data was scattered and disassembled in the
body, this potential to create life remained for you to completely understand
who you are at the base of your being and at the core of who you are. Sexual
vibration has been your link with your cosmic identity, but this whole concept
has been completely misunderstood and lost. We are simply saying that there is
a bigger story and that it is much more exciting than anyone has dared to
believe. There were those who did not want you to be in tune with these
frequencies because the sexual frequencies could have taken you to areas of
liberation where you would have begun to figure things out. Sexuality was left
as a frequency for you to ride through the nervous system and connect with the
higher mind by going out of your body. If you had been told that this was the
route out, who could have controlled or manipulated you?
The
population must clear the negative connotations and judgments that have colored
your sexual experience for eons. You must make peace with sex in order to
integrate the frequencies and identity. Things have been manipulated and given
a boundary of limitation so that the truth of sexuality has been kept from you.
You have been told that you can procreate with it and have orgasms, but you
have not been told that you can open frequencies with it. You can come into contact
and use it as a method of remembering who you are and altering the vibrational
frequency of your body.
In the
next few years, your expression of sexuality will have a whole new dimension.
You will evolve and grow, provided that you have a partner who is willing to
take the same route and to be that open. But if you are with someone who wants
to play the avoidance game or the game of denial, you will not get there.
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